waking up each morning feels like the some kind of horrid obstacle course... my back certainly feels like i fell asleep on a hurdle. i have to brace myself for sharp and sometimes incapacitating pain if i want to even attempt to get out of bed. this morning the electrician had to help me out of bed...the super had to let him in to work on my apartment because i couldn't get up. talk about embarassment; some strange man seeing me in my knickers. i'm only twenty five years old but my body feels more like seventy.
not one doctor has given me a proper diagnosis. i am sure being uninsured doesnt do much to help. i have a constant sharp pain underneath my left shoulder blade and its getting worse every day. ive been told i have fibromyalgia, myofascial pain syndrome, severe anxiety disorder... so most doctors think alot of this is in my head. i dont think losing circulation or even worse, the complete lose of function in my hands is something i am dreaming inro existance. i dont know what to do. has anyone else here had symptoms that are similar? are there any groups that offer help for chronic pain sufferers? i would like to see someone who can figure out what is going on before irreversable damage is done to my body. im afraid of what may happen if this gets any worse.
